Its all gud

These few days after the last post me and my man have been driving on a rocky road. I went to a work interview where the owner of a gym wants to hire me to be a class instructor, Monday I'm going to do the course to get the license to teach those kinds of classes, maybe I'll have to get in better shape before so I'm going to buy a 10-time card to the indoor pools we have in trento so that i can do some exercise! Also, Imma keep searching for another job, ofcourse... Anyway, it's been shaky, we haven't been able to talk much, and I've been feeling neglected. But the other day I couldn't take it no more. Even if I knew that the neglection from his side wasn't because he didn't care any longer about me but instead it was a reaction to the neglection that I've been doing. And I've been neglecting because I'm not happy with the life I'm living. I need to do what I dream of doing now, while I'm young! And so the other day we talked. Until now in our relationship he's been the insecure one that was afraid of being left. But what he didn't know about me is that I have an enormous need to be spontaneous and I haven't been that. And so seing me being, unsatisfied and unhappy made him unhappy and frustrated because he didn't manage to make me happy. Thats why we have been arguing so much, and also because I hate seing him at work, and not at my sparetime! But these last days he''s really proven to be the man of my dreams and the love of my life. He told me that my happiness is too important for him to keep me tied! He told me that whatever i wish to do for myself, travel, study, work. wherever and whenever, he will support and be with me. He said that before reaching the point of hating eachother and ever talking to eachother again he prefers letting me go and having me as friend but staying always in eachothers lifes! His love is above everything I have never experienced something similar! I know that this is the man i will spend the rest of my life with, and this is beautiful!